Wednesday, March 9, 2011

tryingToSleepLess

Normally Id sleep about 9-10 hours per night. This seems pretty long for a guy of 50, so Ive started to try to go with less sleep. Ive been doing this for a few days and am noticing that Im a grumpy old fuck, who gets angry at the slightest.
If people ignore me, or make stupid comments, Ill get all testy and angry.
If this is the new me then Im disappointed, but I know better than that.
The new me is here but the feelings Im getting still belong to the old me, that was never mentioned in the 'take responsibility of your own life' handbook.
I guess Ill just degrade back to blaming other people or even better, the world.

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